"Journey Through Life"

Sunday, March 19

UNi... starting again...

OH well after an extremely long break from holiday(by far the longest holiday in my entire schooling life), life is starting again and though I use to loathe going to do all the usual routine stuff throughout the past 1 year, I am strangely enuf feeling the need to compensate this feeling by starting the semester again; - enduring the lectures, which can be painfully draggy and boring sometimes, CSU sessions which are quite fulfilling and intimidating sometimes especially if the half black half white nigerian dude starts blasting us with sarcasm and his not so funny jokes (too intellectual actually), and also quote

"About 80% of the medical students in this building have a poor grasp on anatomy"

and his all so famous anatomy question, bet nearly all students who had him as a CSU faci.. would have been asked about this.

"Tell me what is the atlantooccipital and the atlantoaxial joint and its function."

of course, those unfortunate souls would be scurrying and poring over anatomy text books to find the answer... and to date I've been asked the same damn question 3 freaking times..OH YESS, i know what it does and its function. Does that mean that my anatomy is a notch better than others in IMU??

And starting the semester would be lectures on endocrinology and the lecture hours are just plain ridiculous. Experienced it during cardio and now endo...what the heck is going on...??I wander why would those dumb heads put classes in the late hours of the evening coupled with the renovation works going on upstairs , the result would be catastrophic and if there would be a mathematical formula for it it would be hmm...guess I need the Numb3rs dude ere.. It is like there are trying to torture us with the beautiful music of machinery and clanking of heavy tools and bashing of stones. so wish i could just bash their heads with a hammer and drill some sense into those tin heads...EESH

getting angry.......chilll......cool down....

I sure hope the product of these tormenting would yield results that would be greatly appreciated by the inhabitants of IMU. Anywayzz won't be there to savour the moment cause phase 1 would be done and phase 2 would be halfway. Hopefully the "beginning of these year" would be good and full of experience for me and with all the holiday stuff that I learn, a different person with more confidence and poise will emerge to continue this journey. God Help Me

Monday, March 13

Some hearts

Just kinda feeling in love with Carrie Underwood new album...Ill give it a 4/5 . This is the lyrics for" Some Hearts". It's not the best song though but just wanted to post something from her album.

Carrie Underwood

"Some Hearts"

I've never been the kind that you'd call lucky
Always stumbling' around in circles
But I must have stumbled into something
Look at me
Am I really alone with you
I wake up feeling like my life's worth living
Can't recall when I last felt that way
Guess it must be all this love you're giving
Never knew never knew it could be like this
But I guess

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky, lucky sometimes

Now who'd have thought someone like you could love me
You're the last thing my heart expected
Who'd have thought I'd ever find somebody
Someone who someone who makes me feel like this
Well I guess

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side, yes
Some hearts, They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes

Some hearts,
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes...

Hmmm... Hopefully I would find that special someone just like the scenario depicted in the lyrics.

Sunday, March 12

Music......

The beautiful melodies sing
Harmonies drift across the air
Carried along by the wind
Trees sway and leaves rustle

The ever changing rhythm of nature
Like a troupe of dancers
Resonates and echoes across the landscape
Transforms the lifeless surrounding

A ray of light emerges
Between the clouds above
Together in synergy with the music
Brings forth a refreshing energy

Saturday, March 4

Getting in touch with God

Being a Catholic for all my life since the day I was born hasn't make me a better Catholic. I guess this opinion is shared by most of my Catholic buddies out there except for those exceptionally pious and religiously devoted individuals. Sad to say among Catholics, they hasn't been many and the problem later results in a significant decrease in the number of people joining the religious order...

So meaning less priests, nuns and brothers. And nearly every week. Father Simon or FAther OC would be alternating speeches on the issue of the younger ones joining the religious order. Obviously, the response has been lukewarm. I guess one of their prayers would be..."Please God, I pray for more Catholics joining the religious order...priests, nun , brothers ...and such". Ok....MAYBE the concise version but its just to illustrate a point here. As for me, if there was any sign of any calling would be to at most join the music ministry...Dat also depends on many influencing factors, (OK THIS SOUNDS LIKE SOME FACTUAL ESSAY). Well, anyway It would be because I insist in myself to join it..Ok maybe the insistence is the calling...God silently or subconsciously seeding me thoughts of playing in church.. To me, it's good. COS for one, music has always been part of me. IF somehow I just screwed medicine, den Music would be the next choice. and Who knows, MAybe I'll be a singer, or a producer, ....ok i f i continue...I will begin to fantasize.

Basically, that is as far as it goes, music, nothing more. And besides, I want to get married. NO doubt about that. Though, Ive NEVER had a girlfriend in my entire life, still single and available, I had never once left the thought of starting a family or share my life with my "intimate other half".

Sometimes I have this conversation with myself...asking whether is it the changing world that is actually causing this drought of priests and nuns. It seems that the world is not encouraging the spiritual development of the younger peoeple. The media is conatantly bombarding sublimal messages telling us to be someone elsE whom we are not.....SLIMMING PROGRAMMES, POPULAR AND HAPPENING, SINGERS( as though everyone can sing ), RICH and APPEARANCE. Hence, the birth of reality shows, slimming centres, claiming to take the flab off your waist and thighs and whatever using revolutionary techniques, I wander how revolutionary is it sometimes...?? except for the Snatch-thief Smasher who slimmed half her weight down who looks exeptionally unbelievably slimmer...Even I can't recognize that the slim lady was actually once the 100kg+ girl who did the noble act of sleeping on the snatch thief dude. Well at least she can tell herself that she did something good when she was bigger and heavier. Getting back... Beauty is now considered a bonus and u have beauty, it could bring you places that you have never thought possible.... Like getting to a top positon in a company, sadly... wasting all the good brains sitting lower in the hierachy of posts who will be sneering at the unfairness of life.

There you go...all those above would have taken precedence instead of the religious life. Just that day, Father Simon came back from a retreat... and most priest were away for 2 weeks. He then mention, if the retreat was bombed or there was unfortunately a terrorist attack there, then all 120+ priests would have perished....and all churches in the peninsular malaysia would be "fatherless" and the sheeps will be lost...so I think that send some sort of urgency to the congregation that THE CHURCH NEEDS MORE PRIESTS.....

Looking at my church congregation also reflects on how mundane and boring church masses have been for them. All of them looking pretty jaded at the routine going-ons in the church...drooped faces, sleepy eyes, some yawnings. They would have probably perceive mass as a weekly obligation of which I'm sure most Catholics would be guilty of including myself. If I were to rate myself on the "Devotion to God" scale if there was such a thing...I would give myself a 3 out of 10. I guess God will agree with me. YEA RIGHT SON....YOU DESERVE IT...I wander whether God is saying this

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