The road taken was the wrong road???

I think I've gotten myself in a freaking mess. A mess of sorts which won't be corrected unless I made a radical decision which could not be good for me. Now that I'm already involve with this and that, I really wander why I make that decision. I should not have said yes when I knew the opportunity was already there and it was already such a good experience. Maybe I'm just lost, searching for the right path. Now it just reminds me of "The road not taken" by Robert Frost.

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost

Did I take the right road down, Was it the right path?? Probably it was the road which wanted wear and needed passing, but still I'm not sure. Could this be really the right choice. The choices I have made have given me such a big headache, that I just wish that I didn't have to make them at all. I would have less worries, I would have enjoyed myself better, I would have felt better if I've sticked to the "NO" instead of the "YES". Too bad, people have been too persuasive and have sort of lured me into something which has now caused me big problems to solve.. SIGH. Guess, this is just some 101 lessons in life about decision making.

Now that I'm in a state of dilemma, I really hope that this would have benefited me in the way I deserve and hopefully make the difference cos if not drastic measures have to be taken.



Sigh...........